Please read the heading again! Maybe read it 2 or 3 times, let it sink in I tell myself.
I am on my second blog post and I feel so proud of myself. Trust me my overinflated pride is not coming from the fact that i wrote and published a blog post but from the fact that I got a lot of positive feedback and support from friends and family about the blog.
Believe me I am mucho impressed that I am following through with something but there is nothing as intoxicating as that consistent pat of encouragement and congratulations from people who mean a lot to you and who see the best in you.
This is one of the many reasons i believe that people are very important especially when they are the right kind of people. They say believe in yourself, be your own cheerleader, push yourself to be better and do better but sometimes when we feel too broken and tired to go the extra miles having a positive force around you can be all you need to reach greatness.
I ain’t great yet but i like to believe i am heading in that direction and it means a lot to know that i have God by my side and a strong support system. When some people become aware of this blog they will roll their eyes at the idea, mock the thought of it and not even like, comment, subscribe or share which will be okay as we are all entitled to our own voices, ideas, feelings and opinions regarding anything and everything. This is my voice; i have not even started speaking yet.
The rest of the world is not aware of my new blog. Probably, it’s because the world can be a harsh and cruel place especially when it comes to constructive criticism. Though helpful, most of the time hurts a lot, so for now I am going to bask in my current glory until I am well and ready to face the world.
Who are my kidding!? I am never going to be ready to face the world; do people actually ever feel ready to expose themselves to people of the world? I assume not! I have to just take a plunge, take that step and bare myself to the world.
It’s the brave thing to do i guess and whatever happens i have to trust that it will be okay.
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