Why i stopped blogging!

Dearest reader,

Thank you for stopping by and taking the time to read this blog post.

It might come across as an unsolicited explanation to something you care nothing about but to me its an open letter to myself, to put into words what i have been feeling.

I have been on an emotional rollercoaster since i got pregant, still on it, never got off. To those who know my story, thank you for being a listening ear, i appreciate your friendship. To those who don't know and have passed judgment, thank you for judging me in silent, i appreciate your restraints.

When i started blogging, i felt it would be a good way to pen my thoughts and experiences with the hopes that something i publish could make some difference to the life of someone or help with their personal growth but this rollercoaster i have been on, made me feel unable to write, not that i didn’t have anything to say, i felt i didn’t have to say anything just yet because i needed to focus on holding on to my happiness and enjoying the good things that were happening on this rollercoaster.

Not to go into so much detail, my long distance marriage failed terribly and came to a halt when my ex husband ended the marriage less than 2 months after my beautiful angel was born.

The journey to being a single mother has been a hard one but i can say with all honesty that i have more happy memories than sad ones because i was intentional about what i wanted my journey into motherhood to look like.

i needed to stay happy, find my peace, create a fun, healthy and happy home for my baby girl and i. It was very important to me that i create wonderful memories for my baby and i whilst staying absolutly and completely present.

My baby is almost 2 years old and i have a shit ton of wonderful and special moments i will never forget because i made the choice to be intentional about my happiness.

My life is nothing close to perfect or what i thought it would be, i am definitely still on that rollercoaster but i feel like i am comfortable with this crazy ride now and learning daily how to navigate life as a single mom whilst working full time.

I have a lot to share with you, one door closed and many others opened.

Stay beautiful, Stay intentional,

Chichi